been a while

it has been a while since my last blog. i saw a play last saturday that fell short of my expectation. i had so much adoration for the director before his most recent work. the experience disillusioned me. but the effort of dressing up and going to the theater wasn't at all futile. the experience served as a reminder to my artist-self to not be complacent. the work that i saw frustrated me, but at the same time, taught me that just because one was hailed in the past doesn't mean he can't fail in the future. then i went out with george and his college peers to drink. had 4 vodka doubles and a san mig light. i was near to getting buzzed. it was fun. but i thought, i was having just as much fun sober. i have come to a point where alcohol does not spell H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S for me anymore. i have found other things to spell it for me. it has been a while too since i got my last alcohol fix.